that crippling sadness..

I don’t understand this crippling sadness that dawns on me somedays.. When i cant breathe anymore.. I cant remember what i have lost but definitely something.. These days come suddenly, making your heart writhe in pain.. Nothing matters anymore.. My life, my existence feels like a joke.. And i cant tell anybody, i will never understand their questions or how to answer them and they will never understand my answers. I feel so lost..
And then they disappear, just like that.. Like a bad dream.. I don’t understand this, but it always comes back, this crippling sadness..

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