I don’t understand this crippling sadness that dawns on me somedays.. When i cant breathe anymore.. I cant remember what i have lost but definitely something.. These days come suddenly, making your heart writhe in pain.. Nothing matters anymore.. My life, my existence feels like a joke.. And i cant tell anybody, i will never understand their questions or how to answer them and they will never understand my answers. I feel so lost..
And then they disappear, just like that.. Like a bad dream.. I don’t understand this, but it always comes back, this crippling sadness..
Beautiful Bizarre 
As life progresses, you realize that sadness or joy; both are temporary feelings. Its a sure sign of yiur being human. Feeling empty is another. Luckily I dont experience extreme feelungs.
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So true.. And you are lucky for sure.. 🙂
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Yes indeed! I would say its in my dna:) Despair doesnt even touch me. Part of it is cause being creative is my profession.
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🙂 yeah creativity is a soothing balm always..
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Yes it is…
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WOW! Beautiful!!
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What is beautiful? The crippling sadness?!? 😉😅 thanks josh..
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The Painting ! And Pain is beautiful, it helps us refine you know 🙂
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🙂
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I could relate to this
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🙂 🙂 always feels great when someone says that..
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